Currently All the Houses Look the Same By Deas Vail see related

Update

Just in case you didn't know...

I am getting married!

A "Rusty" thing to do...

*riiiiing*  "Hello?"I said

 "Honey...I am still at the mall. I can't find my keys anywhere.  I changed my shirt right before I came into the mall, and they might be in my car, but it's dark and I can't see if they are in there."

"So you didn't have them while you were working?  Can you remember them on you at any time?"

"No. I was going to ask the mall desk, to see if someone had brought them back, but everything is closed until tomorrow morning. ...I have a spare set at my apartment."

"I'll be there in ten minutes."

I drive to Rivertown, then to Rusty's apartment downtown, then back to Rivertown with his spare set of keys.  We get there, open the car, and look around

"Can you see them anywhere?"

"No  I don't see them."

* I glance over the top of his car...They are toward the back door, on the drivers side, sitting right on top of his car..this WHOLE TIME*

I get back in the car laughing my ass off.  What a Rusty thing to do...

Currently Reading The Alchemist By Paulo Coelho see related

Life

I am at GRCC taking 13 credits after dropping one of my classes (which was the best idea ever)

Working at the candy store...

Instructing at Byron Center...

hangin out.

missing my sister

going to shows....

and stuff.

It was a beautiful outside today.

I am the kind of person who wants to have everything planned out.  If I don't know the path to my future I sometimes feel lost. I am getting better at not feeling lost, and realizing what is right in front of me. I think I am learing a lot about what it means to just live life.  Success is poorly defined in our culture and I refuse to accept the success=wealth, power, and security.  People are on this huge continual quest for identity..college students, little children, middle schoolers...And where are they going to find their sence of being?  They look to the media to answer their questions, parents, they read books, talk to others, relate with groups and what not.  The only way you are going to understand who you really are is understanding why you are on this planet.  Because there is a reason.  God created you for a specific purpose. To worship him.  Its hard when I see a lot of people who used to be my friends making decisions that are toxic.  If you place yourself in a group of people who drink continually, you are mostly likely going to drink.  If you belive in Jesus and date someone who doesn't, it is going to bring you down spiritually.(first hand experience)  If you truely desire to be closer to God, GO TO CHURCH. This is not the only place you will find him, but it is a very important part to spiritual growth, comunity, guidance, and worship. Seek a congregation that is right for you and is centered on Jesus. Don't be lazy about the process of doing it.  You can't assume that all churches are the same, or that they are going to treat you as another one did so you automatically dislike the idea.  That is foolish.  I don't understand everyone's sitatution, but some of these decisions are black and white.  I just feel as though there is all this potential in so many people I know stirring around in a delicious pot of soup but no one is serving it out to the hungry mouths on the street. Myself included.